Emo.

People who always being emo will get mental disorder? seriously?

I am always emo inside and i never show it to people? does that make me? mentally ill?
why don't you think this through. my life is all rough in the edges, so don't you judge. No emo is not always about being in love. It could be anything that you unexpected it to happen. So no, emo is a part of my life, i embrace it, it make me stronger, my life is not a bubblegum diary or a nice calm ocean. It hurts me so badly when someone says that. its just painful. I might look happy in the outside, but this heart is sorrowful inside. i weep and pray every night to god to give me the strength to move forward. :( so please don't judge.

Bisexual.

I still can't accept them, no matter how hard i tried.

i am not trying to discriminate them, but the taught and i dated once with a bi guy.
i am afraid of that feeling, near suicide. so no bisexual guys for me :) ever. i just don't wanna feel the pain that could kill me. i just can't, no no more. sorry yeah but i just can't =(

I love Tumblr

No No Blogspot for me ~ I am using tumblr now~ hehe =O so yeah~ byebye bloggie

I've Learnt

That there is no such thing as happy ending.
So F8ck off with all those shit of urs and say bye bye.
I am different. Deal with it or burn yourself up.

- I've Learnt To Be Mean - ;D!!!

A Donkey.

I want a donkey as a pet and a hamster too ride on ;D!

1 year.

=_=" i can't believe it has been 1 freaking year already o_O" that's fast.

The Cruelty of the World. Part 1.

I like this quote..humans will go back to ashes when they die, just like a snowman melts in the beginning of spring. But will that spring be beautiful or is it unknown?
I experience the feeling of lost and the formation of death. Crying and drinking... to sooth the feeling of pain. But will it last? I wonder.

LGBT is not a smooth ride...being something special is not always easy...there will be thousand of rocks and pebbles thrown at you...but in the end? Will it be worth it?
Would you be straight in order to please your parents?
Would you show sympathize on those 15 years old teen raping and murder a gay kid?

You might say yes and no..but the answer for this is...would you slap yourself and wake up? because there won't be a snowman to talk to when you feel down and broken, as it will melt one day..just like someone passed away. The world is mean..people change in order to adept this environment.. Greed's and Money begin to overthrown their taught's making them to do anything even involving killing they own flesh and blood.

I happen to stumble on this inspiring yet sad news that could leave a scar on the LGBT's.
I always wonder why am I not that kid whom would get bullied and just hang myself and die.
I understand why this teen have to do all this. They feel a shame of themselves and wondered why do they have to go through all of this, why can't they just be a normal teen and always taught they don't deserve to live and making other people life easier without their present.
They been threaten by other teens making them afraid to step outside. Killing them in the most cruelty way. 3 homosexual teenagers died during the beginning and the end of this month. Even ghost or spirits aren't that cruel. This people should have not been label as humans, they should just be an animal.

More info on this teen on my next post. I am so disappointed with this type of humans. LGBT is already hard enough and with their present. It makes this even more difficult.